Her Story (Her Story!)

As the title says, this is her story. It's here because 27th May would have been the first year. But we, both I guess, contrived to fall short by a few hours.

22 April
This is my story and damnit im sticking to it !!
Once apon a time,
Well let just call this lady D.
And she lived pretty quiet most would say .
One day while in the computer she felt as though she was missing something, So she decided to go in a chat room of some sorts. It was different to her but she really seemed to have enjoyed the first few days she had chatted on there.
One day out of the blue she happen to get a message, Now mind you the message had been a comment about her profile that she had created and in the wording was clearly stated she wasnt out for nasty chat nor looking for anyone. So when she had recieved this message in her mail she opened it, This man we will call him A. . Well A had informed her that not everyone was on a chat room for the bad things that was talked about in them. This interested this lady D so much that she really wanted to talk to this man see what his angle was. You know them angles you think yeah well i bet after we talk for a couple days and out it will come with the chat I never wanted?... Well as it was Lady D had to go on a vacation she had been feeling very bored with home and just needed to get out in the sunshine for three weeks.
Vacation was great and it gave her a nice breath of fresh sea air and fun with the kids, Then she came home.
When she decided to get on her computer up pops her mail box from her chat area, Very surprised she opened the mail and there was this man ( Mr. A ) sending her his e-mail addy and informing her she had just a few days to except or withdraw his name.
Well as it was she was mortified because the mail had been sent two week ahead of the time she was getting home from vacation. Oh no was she to late? Or even how would he respond if she just went ahead and messaged back at him. Would you think he would ignore her?
Pleasent enough he didn't ignore her he commented it took her long enough to respond though, so of course she told him how she took the kids and left for a few weeks and had just returned.
He laughed and I think he might have been shocked that she had even sent any mail back to him seens her time had really expired and that left her to think oh no I don't want him thinking I'm being rude.
Well as the story goes our Lady D and Mr. A start talking, at first not a whole lot but mostly when they could catch each other on the net. Both was on this chat but both was not looking for anyone special at all. Don't know what this lady really had that attracted the man. But knowing and speaking for the lady d I know she really thought the man was very intellegent,interesting, and hey he was also very nice looking , so as time went on they talked more and more everyday. Each one falling for the other but not wanting to indulge the other in their feeling because niether was looking for that. Besides they lived atleast 4000 miles apart. I can't really say for sure what Mr. A was thinking as time went by but I really can speak for Lady D. She had never met a men like this before he was so different then men she had ever talked to, I don't know I would have to say Mature, very out spoken, intellegent, and had a way of making Lady D laugh, and feel so warm inside ,she in return would throw him off at times as well and also she would throw him a funny here and there. Knowing this Lady D she loves to laugh, Laugh till she crys. well she met her match. The more they talked and joked the more Lady D felt him with her in her heart growing so every fond of him but still not wanting to tell how she felt, She tryed to keep it hid for while till she knew how she really felt. Mind you no man she had ever met had ever made her feel this certain way before. Don't get me wrong she had male friends that was funny of course and talked to her as well but this one was special, so special she about broke her neck everyday to be on the computer just to feel how just very much he would make her smile just coming on the computer. At this point her heart would pound so hard with just a Hello from him each day. But it got to where if he had been busy one day and couldnt come on to make her heart race then she would be sad that whole day. This went on well the talking for many months and out of the blue Lady D couldn't hold it in anymore she had to indulge the man how she really felt. She though if she hadn't told him she was going to burst. Have you ever felt this way about anyone before? And if you have, have you made sure before you really letting them know you loved them? Well this is how Lady D felt, She did bide her time, and tryed to not think that way. To this day lady D is still very much in love with Mr. A. He makes her day, lights up her nights, makes her feel her heart beat so loud she can feel it right in her chest without needing anything to hear it with. Some would say she didn't give it enough time and he might not have wanted to hear them words come out. Well Lady D felt if she wouldn't have told him when she did then he would never have known. And Lady D has no regretes on telling him how she feels.


Moral of the story, Stop wasting your time just talking, let that person you feel that strongly about know every single day, Don't let time go by and never get the chance. Because as we all know charrish today what may be gone tomorrow.

I love you Andy
Thanks for hearing my story
Yours truely
Lady D